Oh god I don't know if I'll survive today. It's only 9 am and it's already tearing me down. Turns out, my two day offs were nothing!

It started with me lacking sleep. Lacking sleep is never good to start a day already. The next, I had to go through super crowded streets to get to the terminal. It's a daily thing, but today I realized that it's getting worse and worse every day! Then I went on a painful bus journey to the office. Reminds me of how bad I want a motor bike, and how bad my mom doesn't want me to have a motor bike. Also; my head hurts.

Next thing, I found that my batch isn't included in the voting for model20in20, and the post I made at the comm isn't even approved. I said to myself that my set are a-okay but there's nothing extraordinary and I don't think any of them will win in voting. Regardless, I worked hard to finish them and I feel so sad that the mod didn't even know I submitted. It's a misunderstanding, I told her that I might drop out cos I need to go out of town. Turns out, I got back early and I rushed to finish my batch. I replied to her comment letting her know that I'm not dropping out and that I'm posting the link. But my post was never posted, it goes under moderation and was never been approved. She made one last reminder for the last two participant who haven't submitted and she erased my name on it which I thought was because she got my submission. Turned out, it was because I said I'm dropping out :( tl;dr, in short, the mod never got my submission. I sent her a message telling her everything, but she hasn't replied. Probably she's already asleep :((( IDK man, this sucks so bad, I can't get over it :(