Okay the first is more of a frustrating, unsettling, and also upsetting RL news. One of the only two of my colleagues at work suddenly quit her job yesterday. No sign of anything before, just all of the sudden that morning she had a resignation letter, crying while apologizing the whole time she was in the office - which was only about 3 hours. And then she left. She went back to her country in the night, or somewhere else, I don't know. I feel like I don't know her at all. If her mother is sick, or something else that is big happening in her life, it would be easier if she shares it with us before making a decision that will affect our job. It's just so rude to suddenly quit working and left all of this mess behind for us to clean up. She didn't even have time to say anything to most people in the building. And that incident did not make me love my job more. If ever, it worsen the hate. I don't even know what I'm writing right now.

On other news, today on facebok I found posts from some of my online friends about our old blogging platform that was about to shut down. They transformed from social media blogging service to just focus on e-commerce because apparently, that part was the most active especially in Indonesia and the Philipines. Wow, how different it has became. I tried several blogging sites and I settled for that one for quite some time (2004-2009). I got annoyed by how everyone friended everyone, it became a race to get the most friend or promote stuff on other people's wall. It ruin the fun for me so I left. I haven't settle with anything else since, I post in a lot of different places, I use twitter, facebook, tumblr, livejournal, blogspot, wordpress and now I settled myself here. But every blog I've ever wrote or post anything in has a trace of me. And it's kinda sad to know that they're closing (or transforming into an online market - whatever). Especially I used to put everything about my life on there - EVERYTHING. From stuff that I make myself to music that I listen to, from photos of my house to photos with friends and family, from fandom stuff to real life rants and stories aaahhh... I miss it. Sometimes I look for something that I remember I post there, and I have to go through several pages to finally find it. At times I got lost in my own posts, reading through my memories of the past and stories of the old times. The site might go down - but the memories won't.